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you are 163 days old planning to give this to you when you are seven，so youeadyouady bought this book and started imagining the day，just like he look fds to(while also nervous about)evsyour seventh birthday，ybe a few years later(dependihow quick you le，you should kthat youis writing this，bearing in mind what i would like the seven-year-old myself to hed holdleverer boy than i eves.

childhood has been distyou are lu is that you stillstart feeling the urge tup，as i did hing that i would tell the little girl ie was，it would be to cherish everything you have ashild，alongsidew boring i lookdays，used to laythess，stare at the clouds，and think about theversations held between those white dogs anews about your toys，ybe the friends thate elsesee，it you to kthat i’m always here to listen.

the stories that you have read so far，they don’t juste in the shapancing dolls，singing flowers and chatty ducks，fairies in theds and scary evils that willbably give you some nightmares(de to us when you’t sleep，ok? but only wn by，there are also horrible things d even people dying sometimes，just like how life will unravel in front of you.

how do i describe life，my beloved boy? i dt fe second assume that a boy senses the steness of thewe-ups sometimes see less of theld because we haveepted it just a little bit tuch，hence ceasing to see ，your dad is one of the bravestt also allows his believes to be changed，and fight fhat’svedou will leto ve him as my husband，as your father，and as my best friend.

youdmotheete somethithe back ofr should have expectations for the children，otherwise she will chance to meet her，but as it is，i miss herd turelyeous fe to put dyin to hope that i should mould you into somethiticular，especially when i look share with you a few things to expect and look for in the future，that you are seved have already stepped into the firstinitely have the look ofexplorer.

as youup，my son，thingsppen to you often，but sometimes you will lose things that make you feel safe，and people will leave youtreat you badly fr，harry，that teen years ischool(that you willbably join ie day)，and i’ve seen，even isupposedly homely envient，events that were unpleasant and happave been responsible for some hurts…but th people’s doing，sometimes you havet in it as well(i trust you to khat to do when that is the case)，and sometimes it’st sthederful side of humans，because we are sogh，that silliness will push you to listen to others，and in doing so，you will find frictions and bonds that aree truthful thything else.

you will findis，as your fathed i arelittle jealous of youdfather，but huch joy and the sut he brought him！things that it and dt intend to give you something ty willy you as youk to find out who you are，and stay with you for the aou much better the do，and for that reason，hold onto youd friends，and they will give yout you will be a stboy，dt ever think that you will have you spare them some trust，lethem just like you would leus.

you will find ss anders，alongside hape，so ive you to uted places，but there are alwat form，if one star does not collide intther; flowers wouldn’t blossom if a bh dself，and lefevery tear you dhat it is that you trulyt，and what it have read，same with all the things you will hear，they ha of need，but to see which ones yout to sign your life with，you need only to look into your heart.